Yeah, see I don't have any. No solutions at all. I hope to soon. I don't know how many times I can bounce back. I can't make "just bouncing back" a habit. I need to fix the problems. But I don't know what the problems are.
For the sake of my boys, my sanity, my life, for now, I'll just keep bouncing back, best as I can.
Maybe sometimes I'll just need a little help with the old springboard. Everything weighs a little more than before, you know.
ETA: Thank you to everyone who supports me when I'm being utterly crap. I don't always deserve your support when I'm being so difficult but you should know I always appreciate you being there. I really hope one day I can call on one of you when I really, really need you.