I think I may have had enough. I truly suck at this, and I'm breaking down. Yeh I have good days, but Christ the bad days suck. And now I'm at the mommy bashing stage, where I swear to Lucifer I cannot do anything right. I can't seem to feed him without making a hash of it. He cries with me so often and then D picks him up and he settles instantly (this actually frigging happened 2 nights ago - I was mighty pissed). All I seem to be able to do is (eventually) give him food and carry him around in a desperate attempt to stop him crying.

I suck.